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In 11 days, I'll have been with HPFF for a year.

I only spent 2 months in the original site, but it felt like 2 decades. I can't believe I've been on the new site for so much longer.

I remember the days when HPFF was alive. You could feel a sense of community and safeness there. It was my own little haven.

I'm so grateful that Penny made this site, and I can still talk to the few who stayed.

HPFF used to be bursting with energy, and with this new site, I can't help but feel like everyone just left without a care in the world, even though I know it's not true. Right now, I'd give up anything, anything, to just go back. Stay there. Freeze myself there in time. Happily being there with everyone.

I didn't know I needed HPFF until I had it. And now, I can't live without it. I've grown to love HPFF, and that's the reason I came back. My parents don't know I came back, but I had to, I've memorized the link long ago and I couldn't help myself but type in 'penelopegryffin.wixsite.com/harrypotterfanfictio'. Even though there are only like 3 people who come on regularly. Losing HPFF was like losing a hundred friends at once. It leaves a hole inside of you you can't ever quite fill again.

Thanks for listening to my TED Talk with punctuation, and everything. 💀

-Z