I'm so insecure, I think
That I'll die before I drink
I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
'Cause I love people I don't like
And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
And I can't even parallel park
I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room
'Cause all I see are girls too good to be true
With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies
Wish I didn't care
Co-comparison is killin' me slowly
I think, I think too much
'Bout kids who don't know me
I'm so sick of myself
I'd rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
But jealousy, jealousy
And you're probably with that blonde girl
Who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me
She's everything I'm insecure about
She's so insecure I wish I could help :'(
i dont feel alone now that i know others check old posts too <3